intimate letters
2023
I fell in love again
(which was not part of the plan)
it’s been weeks since it last snowed
and months since I had anything to shed a tear over
this morning,
I hit my head on the cupboard
and then the bells began to rang
I gave myself a wound
a lipstick stain across my forehead
the body bleeds red
but the skin heals, eventually
a descending arpeggio
with a melody of dissonant patterns
I ran naked through the snowy hills of Petřín
Reimagining a forest
In search of a lost child
for a woman who does not belong to me
I feel like talking to you
though I fear I may have nothing to say
your soft congested breathing
mistified the morning Vltava air
I found a single thread of your hair
between the pages where the choir of children sang
and where the country doctor cried
you asked me about my wound
I convinced you to let me die
I tied an acorn to your hair
and hung it around my neck
this is a love letter to you
a message that will unlikely deliver
on a casual Thursday morning
when you look out the window and see
a flock of shadowed pigeons
and a hunchback crossing the street
I hope you’ll think of me
of all the faces on marl-stone walls
and names we breathed new life to
I’ll be waiting like bronze canine statue
sondering
oh, what a time to be

